Basically I experienced a lot of crazy things in the last year and a half and most of the time felt like I could barely process how my life was taking shape and was in no way able to articulate or share it with others. It felt too private. Too personal. Way too close to my soul and I just couldn't hang. I had no motivation to write and I think that was the hardest part.
I'm glad to say that as of late my motivation is back and I'm feeling inspired again.
I still struggle with the 'too personal' subjects I know I need to write about. I might make some posts private because I'm really learning that some things just don't need to be shared with the world but they definitely need to be written down! (If for nothing else, my sanity.) It feels good to be back in a fresh space. I privatized my old blog for a few reasons but mostly because a lot of it is hard to look at, and I feel like I need to start with a clean slate. I in no way want to try and hide my former life but I do need to close that chapter and it feels like the right thing to do at this point in time.
Any ways I am glad to be back.
And of course to introduce you to my little peach.
Charlotte Belle Vanderhoff. She is 13 weeks of pure perfection.

My life continues to become more strange yet exponentially more sweet every single day.